There are many times during the day and night when I feel exhausted with the constant struggle to know how to deal with aspects of Maureen’s presentation. Listening to the teachings of Dekyong; particularly the one above always help my motivation to seek new ways to support my dear wife. I’m really grateful that we now have a carer on Wednesday evenings so that I can attend meditation classes in Grimsby. I am also about to book another few restorative days at Madhyamaka Buddhist Centre early in March.
The visualization of the sign at the entrance to Madhyamaka helps me to cope in the middle of the night when Maureen wakes up distressed wanting her mum.